i hate everything~!!!!

!@#$%^&....i hate wat i going through now...juz freaking pissed...every sat got burned...even public holiday also burned...i missed out so many friends outing, movies. Army really make one life boring. there are this note pasted in the toilet which say "Life getting boring? Call the chief clerk to sign on now!"...not the same words, but at least has the same meaning. wth...it's the army that making life boring and meaningless. haiz...3 stripes really lots of sai kang.

Sorry guys...

how i wish i can go back in time. how i wish we could have fun again together. how i wish i had treasure u more......how i wish i could break that barrier of mine FOREVER!!!damn that barrier...

extra!!!Extra!!!EXTRA!!!

woot..can u believe it? i actually the 1st new commander in my coy to sign extras!!! the reason: i forget abt the smoke ring which i hang on my sbos..manage to return it juz before the leaving the training area and after declaration...song bo!!! most likely 3 weekends burnt...

the trainings really going up...and i getting the feel of being a commander. for 2 nights, i had less than 5hr of slp each night, and had a super duper xiong running the following morning. then ndp in the afternoon. that wat happen on sat...had live firing on fri, coy book out on fri night, i stay in do some admin work till 12+. cook supper and slp at 1plus. wake up at 0530, had run from 0730 to ard 0930. take cab home in order to have that 1 and a half slp b4 having to prepare to go for ndp...shoik bo..and next weekend burned due to ndp and batt. training. the following weekend burned again most likely is the extras. i can kiss my home goodbye.........

The Grand Finale.....OVER~!!!!!

yeps...i survied the finale..through barely..this event really was a surprising one. guess no one will ever think of this except that RSM...

after the OM lesson, we were told to fall in outside, and here come surprise NO 1. 40 of us were to wear bullet-proof vest for the 1st 4km march. this with a field bag behind. most of us had a hard time juz to breathe. nvm...cos we sooner or later had to wear it for route march. then come surprise NO 2. we were told to put camo on. this is the 1st time we ever had camo for route march. lan lan suck thumb...took the 5-ton to our starting location. then we walk the 8km back to camp. then here come the 2nd stage of the finale..technical handling, plus 30 count of 4 of jumping jack with weapon. that was a real killer, especially after the march. then the deadly stage 3. "SOC" with sbo+2gpmg+1strecher+2full jerry cans, to be carried by 21 of us. woot.. that really killed us. althought nv clear all the obstacles, juz the wall and the running really drove us to the limit. and...to think i start the race with 1 rifle and end the race with 4 rifle, dangling around my neck. haiz..wat to do..we got quite a few which are not so fit and with good stamina, and i not abt to leave any man before..so the result? blue blacks on my legs, muscle cramp and mucle ache...Oh ..i forget to mention, at the later part of the race, 2 of us were declared causlty..so imagine..........

after the race, we were all shag out...and here come surprise NO 3. that lady, give us 5min to bring everything back to bunk and to wash up, remove camo adn change to a clean NO4.. 5min!!!!! how is it possible?? in the end, we all took 30min and guess wat? it was onli a lesson to us not to give unreasonable orders to our men...Zzzzz she really got nth better to do...
oh..and this i got from one of my bubby web: "RSMs are psychotic, female RSM are worst!, give them military power and that will be the end of "man" kind" haha...abit true??lolx

so, that mark the end of the grand finale.....

Haiz...then today got this ARR training, which mean more running.mucles really going to give way soon...it going to be a busy and tough time in 46th.


P.S. half of my weekends during May will be burned!!!!