Mixed feelings....
Yo guys. back after 2 weeks, been slacking quite abit for the past 2 week. preparing for the ultimate trip, fulfilling my last week of being store ic (yea man!!!). i will be flying off in about 13hr for the last and final phase of getting my 3 stripes. ppl say it will be fun but i think otherwise. tot that whether it will be fun or not will depend on the OC? why is everyone from other units assuming it will be fun and slack? whu care, i WILL make it through the 3 weeks, even if i have to crawl back!!!
sadly, my ankel is still swollen and getting painful. stuipid MO say it's normal and will heal in time. he juz gave mi a lousy cream without any excurse..grrrrr...that stupid cream were thrown in my cupboard, without even opening. why are the saf doc so f*** up? i was inside the room for less than 1 min. the doc juz took one mere glance and determind that it "normal"...wth..
why i dun have the eagerness to go oversea? i dun feel anything great, in fact, i dun feel like going at all. the r&r does not sound so endearing, the zai ji pa (chicken cutlet rice) which everyone been saying nice dun sound so delicious to me. now i noe why army have this famous phase: lan lan suck thumb. there are too many things which u dun feel like doing but are force to do it. haiz...i juz wan to stay in my little lion city.
my dad asked mi abt study recently.
Dad: ah boi ah, u applied for uni liao?
Me: yes pa, but i dun think it will be success
Dad: not success then where u going? have u tot of it?
Me: i thinking of applying private uni, getting oversea degree in singapore or maybe i go out work for 2 yr can try my luck again.
Dad: If cannot get to local uni, go try oversea
Me: *stunned* oversea?u noe how ex it is?
Dad: can get loan from relative and bank
at this point, i tot my dad was going crazy. asking mi to go oversea studying...as i said i wan to stay in my little lion city...i dun wna to go oversea for such a long period. furthermore it going to cost a bomb. then plus my bro? how he going to support?? ZZzzzzz no way am i going to go oversea study.
wat am i going to do after ns? i totally have no idea. hope the idea will come as time passes.
why? why am i not given advance pay for the upcoming trip juz like they promised? it such a shame for my mum to lend mi money at this stage..haiz...blame my poor management of money and for assuming...
sadly, my ankel is still swollen and getting painful. stuipid MO say it's normal and will heal in time. he juz gave mi a lousy cream without any excurse..grrrrr...that stupid cream were thrown in my cupboard, without even opening. why are the saf doc so f*** up? i was inside the room for less than 1 min. the doc juz took one mere glance and determind that it "normal"...wth..
why i dun have the eagerness to go oversea? i dun feel anything great, in fact, i dun feel like going at all. the r&r does not sound so endearing, the zai ji pa (chicken cutlet rice) which everyone been saying nice dun sound so delicious to me. now i noe why army have this famous phase: lan lan suck thumb. there are too many things which u dun feel like doing but are force to do it. haiz...i juz wan to stay in my little lion city.
my dad asked mi abt study recently.
Dad: ah boi ah, u applied for uni liao?
Me: yes pa, but i dun think it will be success
Dad: not success then where u going? have u tot of it?
Me: i thinking of applying private uni, getting oversea degree in singapore or maybe i go out work for 2 yr can try my luck again.
Dad: If cannot get to local uni, go try oversea
Me: *stunned* oversea?u noe how ex it is?
Dad: can get loan from relative and bank
at this point, i tot my dad was going crazy. asking mi to go oversea studying...as i said i wan to stay in my little lion city...i dun wna to go oversea for such a long period. furthermore it going to cost a bomb. then plus my bro? how he going to support?? ZZzzzzz no way am i going to go oversea study.
wat am i going to do after ns? i totally have no idea. hope the idea will come as time passes.
why? why am i not given advance pay for the upcoming trip juz like they promised? it such a shame for my mum to lend mi money at this stage..haiz...blame my poor management of money and for assuming...
posted by Archy at 11:43 AM
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