Scared~!!!

argh...tell mi wat to do~!!!!
the thought of being the vehicle comd is really scaring mi off...damn..i so scared of being in the vehicle with the men...i so scared of climbing up the vehicle...i so scared of even looking at the vehicle..pictures of the vehicle becoming turtle are putting mi off....what can i do??

haiz...this is not a easy job....

die die die...

weee...i think i going to have a "good" life in 46th....training going to be super duper tough..it hard to control men and at the same time, trying not to get smoked by them...especially when u noe they going to be hundred times better than u are...

last night, one of the old spec came to talk to us..he is the vc of his section, althought not the same platoon as mi, but some of his talks were interesting...one of the section only left 1 man.. meaning: 1vc, 1sc, 1 man and 1 driver. imagine when choinging, the sc with 1 man running behind him..lolx..he also say that vc are the one whu keep signing extras and he stress the importance of maintaning the vehicle..

new of the grand finale are spreading throughout. dunno wat sadist idea the RSM have tot for us. our RSM, the most gura, most strict, most fearful, most well known in armour, female ever in armour. running soc with full battle order? or pushing one M113? who noe...thurs will be the grand finale.......

POP LOH~!!!

yup...i finally passed out as a 3rd sgt. less rest and more sai kangs. kana posted to 46th SAR as a vehicle comd (vc). sure die like hell. my voice procedure sux and they still recommend mi to be vc. sian. 46th now is operation ready, that mean more outfield to prepare to fight ATEC, the so-called enemy. which also mean that i going oversea again....well, at least i can stop thinking whether to celebrate my bday or not as the oversea shld be somewhere in oct.

well, had my POP parade. been training for the parade since tues. this period of time is the most shag i ever felt. practice from day to evening. keep redoing and redoing.from this parade, i found out that i detest ppl whu end their line with shouting over the microphone. there were a couple of times where i couldn't stand it and felt like throwing the rifle down. damn irritating.

the actual parade ended with nothing much, except for some cocks up.

time to slp le..update further when i have the time....