Holiday le lor~!!!

yup, i on leave this whole week. except on monday thursday and friday, i will be at home. it has be a boring holiday for mi. with my com down, i cannot play my usual mnorpg and msn. my bro made an offer to mi: he will help mi pay $500 while i pay $1500 for a good com. where can i get such a large sum of money lehz??i can predict that i going to have juz enough $$$ to learn driving. haiz..maybe there will be some way out.

yester my partner in army called me...he wanted me to take over his duty today in exchange for money. straight away i say no. i do the duty for him, people up there will tot that he doing the duty, that where the mone came abt. still..i rejected him. till now i dun think it right to buy/sell duty. in the worst case, friendship could be destroy. wat is the world coming to be??

juz now was sorting out all my certs from pri to poly, then i came across some letters. some were greeting cards while a couple were from an internet friend. and oh my god it been so long since i last contact her. i even forgotten how we lost contact. while reading throught the letters, i kinda feel guilty. i had promised her something while i had clean forgotten. and that time i nv replied to any letter. did i replied her in msn? i dunno....haiz...wat had i done??


this is almost too hard for mi...been thinking and thinking. Is there no way for us to be like the past??
wat am i gonna to do in future?