ARGH~!!!!

haiz...life is starting to be a strain to mi...army is getting so fuk up and so stupid. let mi list u one example:
every meal time, we have to march to the cookhouse to have our meal. wat make it stupid is that even if the fall in point is at a building is juz right beside the cookhouse...march round a bend they also happy..
as i was saying, the physical training are much tougher than that of the infantry or maybe i juz weak lor. After 1 morning of pt and my whole body are aching. if i am able to endure the 21 week of training, i think i will attained gold for my ippt.
i juz finish learning all the big guns now, and i mean BIG. each can easily weight more that half of my weight. this coming week is the start of the driving package. hope i crash and get banned from driving, if not get out of course. I dun have the mind to drive a car and now they asking mi to drive something bigger. now i trying to test the system as much as i can. and from this testing, at least i found some humanity. they allow mi to rest in the bunk and skip the morning pt as i was on medication. these was seldom seen in bmt or sispec since the trainees tend not to request for it.
how much can i last? i not sure. let hope for the best bah...