PeAcE

2009-04-14T23:14:00.002+08:00

well...2 more day to go. i have nv felt so nervous abt a test b4. i was even more nervous after my last revision last sunday. i juz feel more demoralising...the last revision shld be going well for most ppl but for mi, i must said it was a terrible ride for my instructor. lol.

This was written on Sunday Newspaper Paper under the "Seeing stars"section

Scorpio (my star)
Years of exercise and a low-fat diet will help you avoid all the major diseases, but not that speeding bus on thursday.

well..i juz dunno wat to say.....

Update~~

2009-02-11T07:30:00.001+08:00

oh well, guess it time for some updates? haha

anyway these few months have been rather busy for me. For those who been trying to get me out, sorry for not being able to meet you guys. Been busy working and schooling for the past few weeks. There too many public holidays this sem le, so practically i been going to sch everyday for the past 2 weeks. well, of cos sat gotta work and sun gotta drive, and becos of that, i missed out going to vinc and sarah hse...

work been getting more and more problematic. there so many problems occuring at the same time. guess my relationship with my direct boss is getting worse and worse and my impression toward her getting from back to worse. i guess someday i will juz erupt like a volcano. Her character, her planning and almost everything abt her....juz sux!!! oh well, i guess i shldn't be here bitching abt other people.

school..one of my fyp group member has suddenly gone MIA. yes, he juz disappear into thin air..called him sms him msn him all no result or he juz give empty promises.

haiz...what a bad start of the year. so many things happened at work and in school that i can't possibly type all here..............

technology = success??

2008-10-23T21:53:00.000+08:00

There was this man, who wanted to find a job in Microsoft. He applied as a cleaner as he does not have any paper. During the interview, his interviewer was very impressed with him and wanted him to do the job. So before he end the interview, he asked the man for him email address. The man shake his head and give him a blank look. The interviewer said it was for contacting him and since he does not have an email address, he rejected the man.

Depressed, the man wandered into a market and went into a veggi stall. Suddenly he thought of an idea to make money. He bought a few tomato from the stall and sold it to his neighbours at a slightly higher price. As the days goes by, he bought more and more tomato and sold it to other people. Slowly, he bought his tomato from wholeseller then directly from farms. His business grew so large that many people wanted to interview him. In one interview, the interviewer ask for his email address so that he can send him a copy of the report to him before publising in the newspaper.

The man said, " I don't have an email address."
The interviewer:" Whoa, without an email address u can be so successful. What will you be if u have an email address? Won't your company be even bigger than now."
The man replied, " I would still be a cleaner in some company if i were to have an email address."

Morale of the story: Technology does not lead to one's success.
Throw away your handphones, tv, computers and other technology to be success..=P

Another example that show that technology is useless:

compare coca cola with handphone
coca cola have been around for a very long time. when it first come out, it only cost a few cents. Now, it cost nearly a dollar from the vending machine or from some shop.
What about handphone?
The price of a handphone keep dropping since it came out into the market.

so the morale of the story: throw ur handphone and go stock up ur coca cola..")

2008-10-05T03:51:00.001+08:00

wooot..jzu came back from a drinking session with my pri sch friends...i now kinda half- drunk now..
i so glad that the drinking session kinda relieve the stress i facing and i truely enjoyed myself over there although we spent quite alot over there...opened 2 bottle of liquor and the cab home...guess tml when i wake up i will have rashes all over but still, it still worth it.

2008-09-27T13:06:00.000+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CKr0nBx76Ks

My love will get you home by Christine Glass --> simple song but sweet voice..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OKMFb-CPjQY

with lyric

2008-09-16T22:14:00.000+08:00

here a little update...

been working full time in a biomedical company for abt 1 month le. the politics are so getting into mi..well, guess it all parts and parcel of working life. laptop crashed and got a bit of nagging from my bro and still waiting for him to fixed it after like 3 weeks. juz passed my basic theroy last week but had to wait till this sat to apply the PDL due to work last sat. oh well bad timing. juz now got another scare from my bro saying AIG closed down. AIG is the parent company of AIA which i got a policy with. and i have been paying for like 1 yr+ le...
haiz...these few days felt so stressed from work, sch and other things....that all for now....

2008-08-20T22:01:00.000+08:00

working and studying are taking a toll on me..especially the week when i having my sem exam..i wonder whether am i the 1st one to apply for leave on the third day of work...but am i glad that i applied for the leave...it really help alot..more abt my job will come later after my exam...

and how stupid of mi to book 2hr of practise on sat and some more in the early afternoon..the timings are so wrong..how am i going to study for my last paper??Zzzz seem like i juz cannot make the correct decision all the time.

2008-08-10T00:31:00.000+08:00

wahahaha...guess today is the only day that i can laugh for 1 min straight...that couple juz make mi laugh so much...and i was till smiling on the way back home..ahahaaha

they are the 1st couple that i dun feel so awkward with...well...i do feel so happy for them...

went to study at tea garden b4 changing place to queenway sc ard dinner time...planned to finish at least 1 report..but tea garden dun have power port that i can used and my battery juz died in juz like 1hr+...oh well..wat u expect of a 4yr+ laptop...

tml morning will be going jogging with vinc to train for the upcoming run...which after that will be joining them for study again..haha...really need alot of help in my study from them...afterall my knowledge in polymer is juz that little...

AND

HAPPY 43th Birthday!!!!

that all for tonite...tata

2008-08-04T23:10:00.001+08:00

woot...how come it seem to mi that everyday something new and weird juz happen??something that u noe wont happen happened anyway...i guess today finally i get a good headstart, after like 4 months...coool...........

2008-08-03T23:13:00.000+08:00

sorry if i said anything wrong last night...was too tired and was blabbing too much rubbish..

well, i slept throughout the day today...still feeling abit sleepy. starting tml start to choing my report and my exam le...

2008-07-07T12:17:00.000+08:00

haiz...guess when u feeling down, all the things seem to be going against u..lost my ezlink card last week which i juz top up, failed my BTT just now....how can this be!!??? i have nv lose my ez-link card before!!! and i juz failed a common sense test!!! now i gonna spend more money on it..my bank acc was like going down a steep slope...keep taking out and no putting in.. good new is, i still haven ask my mother for $$$$. i wonder how long that going to last...i need a job desperately!!!look like my new com will have to wait some more le....

sunday went to airport to send darryll off...as usual, the rest were all late...not surprising but somehow that night i could hardly contain my anger. it not like last time when i could juz forget abt anything and treat it like nothing. guess mi feeling down could be part of the reason but then again, i dun thing any1 could take it for so long...furthermore, i had to bid my friend goodbye when i juz met her for less than 1 hr..it seem rude of mi to juz come and go, and i kinda of regret that i had to leave the event so early...for the airport...

haiz..life is juz so sucky.....

To Darryl: Thank for the card. There is one thing u wrote in the card that i cannot promise you. I think i have endure for a long time and hope you understand that. Buddies Forever...

2008-07-02T13:34:00.000+08:00

yupz...so lazy to blog nowadays..hahaa

some weekends ago, met up with my poly buddies for a sentosa trip. the trip was so so. they were not like before, so energize. go there, played volleyball, a little frisbee, dip in the water a while...and that the day in sentosa. well, also get to see some chio bu due to an event organized by cleo. boring rite???

the following weekend had a gathering cum farewell bbq for GW and the sec sch buddies. is a great achievement for mi. seldom do i plan bbq. thax to all those whu help mi. hope u all had a great time that day..

the next following weekend, went to malaysia with my mum and her friends. went to this place called Kukup. i think it a half fishing village and half holiday resort. why do i said that? the local there 'rent' out their hse to tourists like us. amazing? haha.. their hse are the super big kind. abt twice as big as a normal 5-room flat here. all our 4 meal + 1 tea time there are provided. 2 seafood lunch at a resturant and 1 seafood bbq. yummy....the locals will prepared the bbq for u. all u need to do is juz eat,play and sleep. and the price i think are reasonable too!!! Guys, any1 interested?? i got the namecard..hahahaa

tok abt the 3 weekends le...now shall tok abt the weekdays.. nth much, looking for job, watch animes and rotting...bro took my labtop to work, so cannot play. ohhh, and i book my basic theory test le...

To my friends who are going oversea for further studies: you all are the lucky ones that are able to go oversea to further studies. If you think you had wasted time in Singapore, don't do it again oversea. Study hard and get a good paper so that ur parents, whu had painstakly sent you overseas, can be proud of you and that they had not make the wrong choice in sending u oversea. It will be hard to be all alone in another country, but persevere and choing all the way. Time will pass by fast like your 2yr NS... GAMBATTA to all~!!!

that all for this entry....

wat the point of calling mi when u urself already decided wat the ans u going to get?? dun u think that the call is juz out to irritate mi? or are u hoping that i would say otherwise?? think carefully.....

back~

2008-06-19T11:12:00.000+08:00

i actually was blogging on monday night, and halfway thru, dunno wat happen, my IE juz crashed.. so ZZzzzzz. but here i am again.

went to KL + genting last weekend...the trip was kinda disappointment. nth much to buy, nth much to see, and got ripped off dunno how many times. but still we manage to have some fun. let the little pictures i have to do the rest of the talk bah...

A fountain near KLCC, which is near the twin tower

The Twin Tower!!!!

This ride juz go up and down and up again...7 storey high

now u see it.....

now u don't~~

This ride let u have the feeling of being a Superman~!!

Struck in the bus terminal, the bus we wan are fully booked!!!

going back to malaysia 2 weeks later with my mum for some seafood.. woot..this month de weekends i so packed...and weekdays so free...lolx

sometime it's so hard to make a decision.

O-R-D LOH~~!!!

2008-06-11T11:36:00.001+08:00

yup i back to blogging and i got my pink IC last week. I stop blogging during NS cos i dun wan to get into anymore trouble...and now, I FREEEE~!!!!!!!!! nahahaha....

these few days been slacking at home and thinking abt alot alot of thing. sometime i really missed the day in NS, the times we endure together, do all the shit works. NS really teach us alot but not really applicatable to life right after NS. NS is the time where i got ppl shouting at mi, kneeling in front of mi, fighting over a TOFU in front of mi, getting bee stings and many more.NS really open up my eye..but sry to say, i NOT going to sign on.

1 thing that really troubled mi alot is which route i going to take: local uni or oversea uni? some background info: local uni will be 2 and a half yr degree while oversea uni 1 yr master and some more that uni is one of the top 10..some of u guy see this will surely ask mi go oversea uni rite? oversea cause $ and i really mean $$$$$$$$. my parent and bro discourage mi from going oversea while my friends and lecturers encourage mi to go oversea. how?? some1 tell mi how?

seem like i really missed out alot at home. everything like changed. do this cannot do that cannot..shall not say so much abt this.

Work work work....haven wrote resume haven start searching for job.. my bank going to run dry le!!!! Argh...and i juz found out this month i wont be getting the ns allowance that i thought i would.. hiz...wonder whether i still have to pay for my hp bill and internet bill...Zzzzzzzzzz.. and i not all that confident to work in my area of stuy...2 long yrs....

haiz..singapore guys are really at the losing end...most dunno wat to do after NS

PS jane i will do the quiz soon...haha

2007-11-30T11:06:00.000+08:00

This blog will be officially a blog where i vent all my anger, frustration etc on...for those not insterested,...pls move ur cursor to the top right and click it..

these past few weeks have been very very taxing for mi..out of the 3 comdr, onli mi is fighting fit, with the other 2 down with foot rot cum food infection. both were so serious that they got mc for 1 week. imagine all the works i had to do. i dun mind doing all the works..in a way it still a short term one..wat make mi angry most was i still get fucked for helping...Zzzzz...got this event when got outfield...since my plt was not involve, we were asked to be the enemy with mi as the so-call incharge. from this,i assume that i won't be involve in the fighting etc...so i did not bring my weapon and helmet out.

frm the very start we leave camp it was a total disaster.. firstly, i deploy the guy at the wrong place...so kana fucked by my oc..then nv bring compass...got 3 extras. . then while waiting, the oc fuck mi again for not bringing weapon and helment...then he wanted mi to do so many thing...wat set up codewords, put up a fierce fight etc etc..fine...i did all that for him. after the fight, i kana alot of scolding again.. this time from one of the man and a 3rd sgt...saying i shld have died etc etc.. wa lau eh..how the fuck i noe...and how the fuck i delcare myself die? my mood juz drop from heaven to hell..worse still..one of my guy stupiditly got cut by a wire..

haiz...that day juz got fucked and fucked and fucked. and inside mi, i was feeling so down...the anger and sadness inside mi was building up since morning till night. i was so close to erupting le lor...after going back to camp i still have to wear a mask in front of others ppl.

this month i met with so many problems and trouble..it been very pressurising for mi.. i dun even feel so pressurising and stressed out when i in sch...when then i can be released from all this suffering? haiz...how i wish i ording NOW!!!!!!

What i should have done??

2007-07-06T20:07:00.001+08:00

haiz...passed few days really depressing for me...so hard to be an equally good SGT. i felt that i am being squashed from both side, the higher ranks and the men. why can't the men juz listen and do according? it's all for their own good also...faster finish faster book out. why would they do otherwise? i complain to the ps that they were not doing the given job well and now i guess the whole plt are bearing grudes against mi...

this the problem: i caught 1 man going to canteen to pack food. is his pltmate saw him and inform mi. caught up with him and ask why go canteen.i had no choice but to tell ps. and now he is awarded 3extras...now this man is complaining to other sgt that i no welfare, nv give chances etc. wat i shld have done??? did i do wrong? he nv even asked whether he can go canteen or not and there been cases that men were given extras when they go canteen. jus this week alone, more than 10 extras have been given out to men and comdr. reason being the comdrs give canteen break to the man and that is consider not following instruction and the man given extra cos then eat in the canteen rather than buying tibits and drinks...why would the man still wan to go canteen??

as u can read from the reason why extras were given, those 2 reason jux dun match...haiz...also dunno wat to say...

haiz..being a sgt is so hard and pressurizing..shld i juz quit and fucked care everything??

Life is so bitter. memories are the worst especially those that involve ppl that have forgotten u. why do i still think abt that person??life is too bland for mi.....

interesting....

2007-06-17T18:24:00.000+08:00

Carrot, An Egg and A Cup of Coffee...

You will never look at a cup of coffee the same way again........

A young woman went to her mother and told her about her life and how things were so hard for her. She did not know how she was going to make it and wanted to give up. She was tired of fighting and struggling. It seemed as one problem was solved, a new one arose.

Her mother took her to the kitchen. She filled three pots with water and placed each on a high fire. Soon the pots came to boil. In the first placed carrots, in the second she placed eggs, and in the last she placed ground coffee beans. She let them sit and boil, without saying a word.

In about twenty minutes she turned off the burners. She fished the carrots out and placed them in a bowl. She pulled the eggs out and placed them in a bowl. Then she ladled the coffee out and placed it in a bowl.

Turning to her daughter, she asked, 'Tell me what you see.' Carrots, eggs, and coffee,' she replied.

Her mother brought her closer and asked her to feel the carrots. She did and noted that they were soft. The mother then asked the daughter to take an egg and break it. After pulling off the shell, she observed the hard boiled egg.

Finally, the mother asked the daughter to sip the coffee. The daughter smiled as she tasted its rich aroma. The daughter then asked, 'What does it mean?'

Her mother explained that each of these objects had faced the same adversity..boiling water. Each reacted differently.

The carrot went in strong, hard, and unrelenting. However, after being subjected to the boiling water, it softened and became weak.

The egg had been fragile. Its thin outer shell had protected its liquid interior, but after sitting through the boiling water, its inside became hardened.

The ground coffee beans were unique, however. After they were in the boiling water, they had changed the water.

'Which are you?' she asked her daughter. 'When adversity knocks on your door, how do you respond? Are you a carrot, an egg or a coffee bean?'

Think of this: Which am I?

Am I the carrot that seems strong, but with pain and adversity do I wilt and become soft and lose my strength?

Am I the egg that starts with a malleable heart, but changes with the heat? Did I have a fluid spirit, but after a death, a breakup, a financial hardship or some other trial, have I become hardened and stiff? Does my shell look the same, but on the inside am I bitter and tough with a stiff spirit and hardened heart?

Or am I like the coffee bean? The bean actually changes the hot water, the very circumstance that brings the pain. When the water gets hot, it releases the fragrance and flavor. If you are like the bean, when things are at their worst, you get better and change the situation around you.

When the hour is the darkest and trials are their greatest, do you elevate yourself to another level? How do you handle adversity?

Are you a carrot, an egg or a coffee bean?

May you have enough happiness to make you sweet, enough trials to make you strong, enough sorrow to keep you human and enough hope to make you happy.

The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything that comes along their way. The brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past; you can't go forward in life until you let go of your past failures and heartaches.

When you were born, you were crying and everyone around you was smiling. Live your life so at the end, you're the one who is smiling and everyone around you is crying.

You might want to send this message to those people who mean something to you; to those who have touched your life in one way or another; to those who make you smile when you really need it; to those who make you see the brighter side of things when you are really down; to those whose friendship you appreciate; to those who are so meaningful in your life.

May you all be COFFEE...mmmh, smell good, taste good & be rich & strong!

Holiday le lor~!!!

2007-06-13T14:05:00.000+08:00

yup, i on leave this whole week. except on monday thursday and friday, i will be at home. it has be a boring holiday for mi. with my com down, i cannot play my usual mnorpg and msn. my bro made an offer to mi: he will help mi pay $500 while i pay $1500 for a good com. where can i get such a large sum of money lehz??i can predict that i going to have juz enough $$$ to learn driving. haiz..maybe there will be some way out.

yester my partner in army called me...he wanted me to take over his duty today in exchange for money. straight away i say no. i do the duty for him, people up there will tot that he doing the duty, that where the mone came abt. still..i rejected him. till now i dun think it right to buy/sell duty. in the worst case, friendship could be destroy. wat is the world coming to be??

juz now was sorting out all my certs from pri to poly, then i came across some letters. some were greeting cards while a couple were from an internet friend. and oh my god it been so long since i last contact her. i even forgotten how we lost contact. while reading throught the letters, i kinda feel guilty. i had promised her something while i had clean forgotten. and that time i nv replied to any letter. did i replied her in msn? i dunno....haiz...wat had i done??

this is almost too hard for mi...been thinking and thinking. Is there no way for us to be like the past??
wat am i gonna to do in future?

i hate everything~!!!!

2007-05-27T16:34:00.000+08:00

!@#$%^&....i hate wat i going through now...juz freaking pissed...every sat got burned...even public holiday also burned...i missed out so many friends outing, movies. Army really make one life boring. there are this note pasted in the toilet which say "Life getting boring? Call the chief clerk to sign on now!"...not the same words, but at least has the same meaning. wth...it's the army that making life boring and meaningless. haiz...3 stripes really lots of sai kang.

Sorry guys...

how i wish i can go back in time. how i wish we could have fun again together. how i wish i had treasure u more......how i wish i could break that barrier of mine FOREVER!!!damn that barrier...

extra!!!Extra!!!EXTRA!!!

2007-05-20T00:34:00.000+08:00

woot..can u believe it? i actually the 1st new commander in my coy to sign extras!!! the reason: i forget abt the smoke ring which i hang on my sbos..manage to return it juz before the leaving the training area and after declaration...song bo!!! most likely 3 weekends burnt...

the trainings really going up...and i getting the feel of being a commander. for 2 nights, i had less than 5hr of slp each night, and had a super duper xiong running the following morning. then ndp in the afternoon. that wat happen on sat...had live firing on fri, coy book out on fri night, i stay in do some admin work till 12+. cook supper and slp at 1plus. wake up at 0530, had run from 0730 to ard 0930. take cab home in order to have that 1 and a half slp b4 having to prepare to go for ndp...shoik bo..and next weekend burned due to ndp and batt. training. the following weekend burned again most likely is the extras. i can kiss my home goodbye.........

The Grand Finale.....OVER~!!!!!

2007-05-05T03:00:00.000+08:00

yeps...i survied the finale..through barely..this event really was a surprising one. guess no one will ever think of this except that RSM...

after the OM lesson, we were told to fall in outside, and here come surprise NO 1. 40 of us were to wear bullet-proof vest for the 1st 4km march. this with a field bag behind. most of us had a hard time juz to breathe. nvm...cos we sooner or later had to wear it for route march. then come surprise NO 2. we were told to put camo on. this is the 1st time we ever had camo for route march. lan lan suck thumb...took the 5-ton to our starting location. then we walk the 8km back to camp. then here come the 2nd stage of the finale..technical handling, plus 30 count of 4 of jumping jack with weapon. that was a real killer, especially after the march. then the deadly stage 3. "SOC" with sbo+2gpmg+1strecher+2full jerry cans, to be carried by 21 of us. woot.. that really killed us. althought nv clear all the obstacles, juz the wall and the running really drove us to the limit. and...to think i start the race with 1 rifle and end the race with 4 rifle, dangling around my neck. haiz..wat to do..we got quite a few which are not so fit and with good stamina, and i not abt to leave any man before..so the result? blue blacks on my legs, muscle cramp and mucle ache...Oh ..i forget to mention, at the later part of the race, 2 of us were declared causlty..so imagine..........

after the race, we were all shag out...and here come surprise NO 3. that lady, give us 5min to bring everything back to bunk and to wash up, remove camo adn change to a clean NO4.. 5min!!!!! how is it possible?? in the end, we all took 30min and guess wat? it was onli a lesson to us not to give unreasonable orders to our men...Zzzzz she really got nth better to do...
oh..and this i got from one of my bubby web: "RSMs are psychotic, female RSM are worst!, give them military power and that will be the end of "man" kind" haha...abit true??lolx

so, that mark the end of the grand finale.....

Haiz...then today got this ARR training, which mean more running.mucles really going to give way soon...it going to be a busy and tough time in 46th.

P.S. half of my weekends during May will be burned!!!!

Scared~!!!

2007-04-29T21:19:00.000+08:00

argh...tell mi wat to do~!!!!
the thought of being the vehicle comd is really scaring mi off...damn..i so scared of being in the vehicle with the men...i so scared of climbing up the vehicle...i so scared of even looking at the vehicle..pictures of the vehicle becoming turtle are putting mi off....what can i do??

haiz...this is not a easy job....

die die die...

2007-04-27T19:34:00.000+08:00

weee...i think i going to have a "good" life in 46th....training going to be super duper tough..it hard to control men and at the same time, trying not to get smoked by them...especially when u noe they going to be hundred times better than u are...

last night, one of the old spec came to talk to us..he is the vc of his section, althought not the same platoon as mi, but some of his talks were interesting...one of the section only left 1 man.. meaning: 1vc, 1sc, 1 man and 1 driver. imagine when choinging, the sc with 1 man running behind him..lolx..he also say that vc are the one whu keep signing extras and he stress the importance of maintaning the vehicle..

new of the grand finale are spreading throughout. dunno wat sadist idea the RSM have tot for us. our RSM, the most gura, most strict, most fearful, most well known in armour, female ever in armour. running soc with full battle order? or pushing one M113? who noe...thurs will be the grand finale.......

POP LOH~!!!

2007-04-14T03:18:00.000+08:00

yup...i finally passed out as a 3rd sgt. less rest and more sai kangs. kana posted to 46th SAR as a vehicle comd (vc). sure die like hell. my voice procedure sux and they still recommend mi to be vc. sian. 46th now is operation ready, that mean more outfield to prepare to fight ATEC, the so-called enemy. which also mean that i going oversea again....well, at least i can stop thinking whether to celebrate my bday or not as the oversea shld be somewhere in oct.

well, had my POP parade. been training for the parade since tues. this period of time is the most shag i ever felt. practice from day to evening. keep redoing and redoing.from this parade, i found out that i detest ppl whu end their line with shouting over the microphone. there were a couple of times where i couldn't stand it and felt like throwing the rifle down. damn irritating.

the actual parade ended with nothing much, except for some cocks up.

time to slp le..update further when i have the time....

Mixed feelings....

2007-03-12T11:43:00.000+08:00

Yo guys. back after 2 weeks, been slacking quite abit for the past 2 week. preparing for the ultimate trip, fulfilling my last week of being store ic (yea man!!!). i will be flying off in about 13hr for the last and final phase of getting my 3 stripes. ppl say it will be fun but i think otherwise. tot that whether it will be fun or not will depend on the OC? why is everyone from other units assuming it will be fun and slack? whu care, i WILL make it through the 3 weeks, even if i have to crawl back!!!

sadly, my ankel is still swollen and getting painful. stuipid MO say it's normal and will heal in time. he juz gave mi a lousy cream without any excurse..grrrrr...that stupid cream were thrown in my cupboard, without even opening. why are the saf doc so f*** up? i was inside the room for less than 1 min. the doc juz took one mere glance and determind that it "normal"...wth..

why i dun have the eagerness to go oversea? i dun feel anything great, in fact, i dun feel like going at all. the r&r does not sound so endearing, the zai ji pa (chicken cutlet rice) which everyone been saying nice dun sound so delicious to me. now i noe why army have this famous phase: lan lan suck thumb. there are too many things which u dun feel like doing but are force to do it. haiz...i juz wan to stay in my little lion city.

my dad asked mi abt study recently.

Dad: ah boi ah, u applied for uni liao?
Me: yes pa, but i dun think it will be success
Dad: not success then where u going? have u tot of it?
Me: i thinking of applying private uni, getting oversea degree in singapore or maybe i go out work for 2 yr can try my luck again.
Dad: If cannot get to local uni, go try oversea
Me: *stunned* oversea?u noe how ex it is?
Dad: can get loan from relative and bank

at this point, i tot my dad was going crazy. asking mi to go oversea studying...as i said i wan to stay in my little lion city...i dun wna to go oversea for such a long period. furthermore it going to cost a bomb. then plus my bro? how he going to support?? ZZzzzzz no way am i going to go oversea study.
wat am i going to do after ns? i totally have no idea. hope the idea will come as time passes.

why? why am i not given advance pay for the upcoming trip juz like they promised? it such a shame for my mum to lend mi money at this stage..haiz...blame my poor management of money and for assuming...

Busy busy busy...

2007-02-21T18:41:00.000+08:00

woot...been so busy for the last 3 weeks..mostly to attend friends' 21th bday...and now, I MISSED MY HOME!!!! and my pocket got a big hole in it. haiz...wanted to buy the psp early this month de..guess that have to push backward till i came back from oversea.

been going out visiting for the past few days...1st day: to grandparents' hse, then out bowling with my cousins..and of cos i juz sit 1 side and watch :'(...dun wan to take the risk of injurying my ankle again. 2nd day: when to gw hse, then to bec hse then back home...it been like that since last year..lolx..maybe next yr might have some changes. 3rd day: went to vinc hse, then movie with mum and cousin (twins mission not bad..got quite a number of chio bu...=p)... this is something new this yr. 4th day (today): went to ICA (think is ICA) to extend my passport...bloody hell...waited so long juz to get it stamped and to give my autographs away....Zzzz maybe i shld have tried cmbp. such a long journey...

had some stupid thoughts abt the past. yes..it stupid. thinking back, there are so many things i shld have done. but at that point of time, i had done all i could...or at least i thought i had, and that i would have no regrets in future. wat do u call this? i took thing for ganted? i dunno. and then while thinking, i suddenly felt that i might have barrier, barrier that going to affect my future...haiz..so many many many things to think, consider, ponder.................later tonite going to be busy...need to fulfil my duty of STORE IC...a many many sai kang jobs...cya guys

Yawn~

2007-01-28T20:12:00.001+08:00

Another 2 weeks have past with blogging. Can't believe that my weekend are so pack, mostly every sat meeting friends. It sure is unususal for mi.

Last sat went to sarah's de family bday party, which celebrated her 21st bday, her sis bday and also secretly, her dad's bday..lol. bought a watch together with the rest and played a prank on her using her present.lolx. comparing her face when she 1st got a "cracker" wrapped with newspaper (MY poor newspaper ='( ), and the face when she removed the "wrapper" to reveal a Fossil box, and finally when she found a chewy sweet instead of a watch!! From the start to the end, the plan went smoothly till she found her watch in the Fossil box. and come to think abt it, the plan was put to action on the train from boon lay to lakeside.

Zzzzzz...i wanna sleep!!!! i only slept 2 hr last night due to the stupid, cocked up live firing. sat kana burned, sun half day gone up in the smoke. and that left mi abt 6hr in front of the com, with head keep going down. i dun wan to spent my 6hr lying on the bed!!! die die also must tahan till i went back to camp which i going off in abt 1hr time.

these few days dunno why, my feet so itchy and the skin peeling off. i keep scatching till i think i am immune to the ticklist feeling. any1 noe the reason to the itchiness??

Back~~

2007-01-14T13:52:00.000+08:00

Lol. 1 month without new entries. time really flies. soon i going to have a slight pay increament, another step nearer toward my goal. before ns, i plan to save up for my driving which i will take up after my 2 yr ns. but so far, i save up nth..LOL.. and now, i have plans to buy a psp. Maybe that cos i dun have any mind to learn to drive a car? whu care. nevertheless, i will juz try to save up as much as possible bah.

Had a xmas gathering with my sec sch mates. lucky vinc drove and i got a free ride all the way..keke. met at lakeside park after much debate online. but seem like we took the wrong choice. after all gathered at lakeside park, we make our way to sarah's hse. and of cos..i get to ride on vinc's car with sarah and gw. sarah cos she need to directed the car to her hse. when to buy ice for the liquor that mi and ym bought. on the way, another "bombshell" dropped. someone is forbidden to go sarah's hse. so had to change to the coffee shop at superbowl. sit there all night, played guessing game and drink. had gift exchange also. a little tipsy after the the game..lol, as i said, lucky vinc drove..
TO YM: here ur update on xmas eve

back to camp, learnt driving throughout the week. had a little accident. It true when they say driver are the most safest in the vehicle. during driving, there is the driver, vehicle comdr and a observer. observer is the guy at the cargo compartment and 'observe' the whole driving course which he is going to drive next. so the driver was mi. the course consist of some obstacles like gullies, steep slope etc. after the gullies, we were to accerlate and then do emergency brake. after which come the steep slope. so i was driving at quite a high spd, then come the 1st gully. and i did quite badly. the vehicle was moving too fast and bouncing like siao. i got fucked a bit before the next gully. i did ok for the rest of the gullies. after that, i choing again, up the steep slope and was told to stop on the slope. it was ok too. at this moment, the instructor (vehicle comdr) ask for the observer. and no reply....i look back and there he is, lying on the floor facing up.. and i was..omg!!!seem like he been lying there since the 1st gully. but he still able to scold mi.. so i was told to carry on. hahaha...this was like a payback for him. i was also thrown off my feet when he was driving and as a result, i got 3 strip of blueblack on my palm. but whu care, that how it like if u do not keep a firm grip.
P.S. Gully - a deep ditch made to take water away

for the past few weeks, i been thinking, why we, ppl serving the SAF, working/training so hard when the training does not apply in singapore. For example:
Infantry are well-versed in jungle warefare or in thick vegatation. Does singapore have so many forested area? If singapore were to be attacked, are the army going to juz fight in the jungle?so how is the SAF going to defend singapore? In SISPEC, i was taught to be fexible in the mind. but juz the thought of army personnal doing fire & movement in the road... And now in the armour, haiz, my doubt that saf can protect singapore deepen. no doubt that SAF have the technology and the manpower to improve the defense, but is that really enough? From wat i see, spore have far more men than machines. Just my 5 cent worth...

yesterday i had the chance to walk around alone in bugis. I felt so good after the walk, which bring back alot of fading memories. when would such memories become reality again?

outfield going to start this week and it will be a damn shag week, with SOC test and section training. they say that we can have slp of less than 2 hr per day. whu noe. i also dun care. best is i get OOC!!

ARGH~!!!!

2006-12-17T17:50:00.001+08:00

haiz...life is starting to be a strain to mi...army is getting so fuk up and so stupid. let mi list u one example:
every meal time, we have to march to the cookhouse to have our meal. wat make it stupid is that even if the fall in point is at a building is juz right beside the cookhouse...march round a bend they also happy..
as i was saying, the physical training are much tougher than that of the infantry or maybe i juz weak lor. After 1 morning of pt and my whole body are aching. if i am able to endure the 21 week of training, i think i will attained gold for my ippt.
i juz finish learning all the big guns now, and i mean BIG. each can easily weight more that half of my weight. this coming week is the start of the driving package. hope i crash and get banned from driving, if not get out of course. I dun have the mind to drive a car and now they asking mi to drive something bigger. now i trying to test the system as much as i can. and from this testing, at least i found some humanity. they allow mi to rest in the bunk and skip the morning pt as i was on medication. these was seldom seen in bmt or sispec since the trainees tend not to request for it.
how much can i last? i not sure. let hope for the best bah...

Party time~!!!

2006-12-10T20:19:00.000+08:00

hello, here is an update b4 i book in to camp.

The training for the past week was..hmm not that bad, juz that time pass very slow. can't wait till i book out. then yester night when to celebrate sam and zx bday at DBL-O, a place where sam love to be,lol. bought a bottle of liquor, played guessing finger with zhong hua, zx and zhi wen. poor zx...we keep saboing him by adding more liquor than the mixer. and he keep losing..lolx. then mi, zw and his platoon mate bought the 10 small cups, think it call shotglass. after 3 cup and i was a bit dizzy le.. went out to meet cg...queue for more than 1hr then found out that we were in the wrong line. in the end, cg send the 2 girls home..haha..

okie..shall stop here. time to book in le...SianZzz....

Blog up and kicking!!

2006-11-29T18:25:00.000+08:00

Blog up and kicking!!! been soo long since i last blog. Tagboard up, friends' blog address updated.

Time passes so fast. It been hmmm...more than half a yr since i graduate? Sometimes, the 'wonderful' memories of the past keep haunting me. What can i do to stop all this lehz? I dun wan to live in the past. It's the present we all wan. Who dun wan the present, right? haha. Haven't been really in touch with some of my buddies. When i free, they not and when they free, i not. What can i do? That's life. And when i free, i really rotting at home, with nth to do. Well, that how i spent my 3 days of block leave. Friends are either in camp or study for exams. Been sitting on the chair infront of the computer all day long. Think my chair going to melt soon. haha. Only at night my life start to get abit exciting. And it juz ABIT. Got MJ to play gb and more ppl to chat with. But it still cannot be compared with the time as a student. DAMN those hacker for hacking my account!!!! Found so many online games, but none of them is interesting. Guess playing with friends sure make the game more interesting. Is it the end of online gaming for me?

On to my army life. Today mark the end of my 2nd stage of army life and the start of the 3rd stage. After weeks of gruelling training, I attained the rank of CPL. This rank sure is hard to get. There are many times during the training i though of giving up. Army sure let me experience what I would ever dream of. Who would have thought i would go to SISPEC and be leader of six man? Who would have though i would get lost in thick vegetation and not know wat to do when the main road is just a few metre away? Who would have thought i would suffer from hyperventilation? And who would have thought that i would be this close to driving a tank? Even i, myself would never have thought of these. What going to come next? I not sure. Now i have reach the where it branch out to 3 road: Vehicle comd, bridge comd/section comd or ultra comd. Less than 12 hours and i will be on one of the road for the next 1 1/2 yr. Time sure pass fast in army. With a blink of the eye, 1/4 of my army life fly pass.

Right at this moment, i learning about the html, codes etc. Hopefully i can learn something and make some changes to this borning blog. Must thank Annabel for the help. =D

Here are 2 funny animations for boring people out there:

1. SAF-FANTASY

2. WE LIVE IN SINGAPURA. THE MTV

hi again~

2006-08-05T01:50:00.001+08:00

wohoho...it been 2 months since i last update. it been a damn shag and fun 2 months. in a blink of eye, BMT is going to be over~!!! can't wait for that.

during the 2 month MIA, many things happen. my blog tagboard suddenly went down, guadation, ns life.......... it been a real hectic life. In the army, it been so dead. every single thing have to follow wat they lay for us. it's as if we are retarded. oh well, it going to end in 1 month and hopefully that will be the last month of that island. 7 days of out-field pass by without much happening, except that i may have a confinement/guard duty waiting for mi b4 i POP. the reason: i forget abt my 2 mag after stand 2 at night. Stand 2 is another stupid shit in army: it is to be 100% alert to protect an area during the transition from day to night and night to day. wat the hell...cos of that, i got a confinement/guard duty waiting for mi...most problably 1 of my weekend going to get burnt. weekends to mi now is so impt. that army life. anyway, 1 major event down. a few more to go, which is the sit test and the range.

a brief timetable for 1 day:

0530 wake up
0545 fall in
0600 5 PX
0630 breakfast
0700 area cleaning
0715 first parade
0730 first lesson
1115 lunch
1500 second lesson
1715 dinner
1900 CRO
2230 light out

basically, that is wat we did almost everyday. for the free time in between, it bed time or snack time~!!
for the last 2 months, i gained 2kg~!!! ppl lose weight during bmt while i gained weight...wahahaa..maybe i snacked too much le..whu care..i skinny anyway

btw, i not going to make the tagboard again..anything juz leave a comment. cya next time ^.^

WTF~~~!!!

2006-06-06T01:28:00.000+08:00

Before i start my entry, I would like to apologize for my language in this entry.

To start off, i was on the bus on the way home. In the middle of the journey, 2 bu nan bu nu, or transvestite or watever u called it, bored the bus. i was kinda surprise cos i recongise one of them back when i was toking cock with my friends at pioneer mall one night. that could also be the reason why i took a glance or 2 at them. Well, it look like that one or 2 glance pissed them off. at a busstop, that bu nan bu nu from pioneer mall stand up and walk to the front (they were sitting at the back). then the other bitch, opps sry..guess they not even bitches, stand up and and walk. i was unaware of all this and suddenly that stupid asshole hit mi from behind. WTF...i was abit dazed by that hit. by the time i really noe wat happen, that asshole had alighted.

Zzzzz...wat was that hit for? if it were some ah bengs or ah lian, i might have known it coming. but those two nu nan bu nu??? if they were so sensitive abt all the starings, then wat give them the courage to do the sex change operation? they made themself still not guy or ger, and u expect ppl not to glance at them? wat the hell. Do they have to stoop still so low as to attack ppl from the back? well, i think they HAVE to do that cos they dunno whu they are....WTH

P.S. For ur info, i dun discriminate against them.

NS~!! CHOING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-05-11T00:33:00.000+08:00

Oh well, i decided to add another entry.

8th June will be the day when i go CHOING!!! erm, is choing for the country, not choign clubbing (anyway, i dun club). The last 2 weeks of my freedom will be the period when i shall self-delare: CURFEW LIFTED. It will also be the period where i start to prepare for enlistment.

2006-05-10T23:48:00.000+08:00

Woah woah woah. I know i haven't been blogging for close to 2 months, and here, i promise u that this entry won't be a short one, haha. Have patient reading this or u may juz close this window. =D

Well, what have i been doing these few weeks? Basically, it juz pure rotting and stoning. The online games (maple, survival project amd o2jam) i playing now seem so bored. It really bored play maple alone. As for survival project, althought i got company, but it also seem bored and abit bo lian. Maybe i need to cool off from online game for a while haha. I did try having some pc games, but till now, i still cannot get a working cd of the game i want to play. As for the rest of the game, well, apart for Rise of the Nation, the rest since suck. Rise of the Nation is a real fun game to play, but every game need 2hr and it's very taxing to my body which is on a holiday.

It been a looonng "holiday". I missed school and all friends. Sometime i would just sit in front of my computer and think about the sch days. It been so much fun, watching movies and eating buffets (i never get fat from eating all those food..hehe). Wanted to meet up de, but i got curfew u see. Everyday 6pm must reach home to help my mum carry thing to the roadside. You see, my mum bring some works home just to earn some extra cash and every night i had to help her finish up and the next day bring those thing down to the roadside at around 6plus. So i'm sorry but i got no choice. I once defy her by not reaching home at 6plus and she was so angry and had a super heated arguement. Oh well, that's life.

For this close to 2 months, there are some events which i still remember. The bowling + dinner session with my secondary school mates, the arcade session with eric and yh in which we get to meet up with the rest of the gang and also the pool session with gw and vinc a few days ago.

The bowling + dinner with ym yh jane rn + her uncle and gw went on not bad. I had a hard time organising this outing and wasted dunno how many smses. There are a few very saddening moments. This outing was meant for every1 to participte but in the end, only 3 ppl bowl (jane, yh and gw). I was unable to bowl because of my hand. As for the dinner, well, it not really that bad. Only thing was, too bad vincent was unable to make it. Haha. After dinner, rn + her uncle bade us goodbye and we walk to the lakeside park. Woot, that park was soooo cool. The idea for the playground was new. Never had i seen the swing, the rope everything before in my life. And for those couples out there, if you in need of a quiet yet romantic place to date, that would be the place.

Recently, mi and eric aka xiao wu are addicted to Ghost squad, one of the gun game in the arcade. Each time he not working, he would ask mi and yh to go to the arcade where mi and him would play Ghost Squad and yh would play the drum or any other game of that type. A few week ago, we had one of that session at PS as eric and gang + some other friends were watching movie MI3 that evening. I wanted to watch that but my Da Chang Jing more important than that movie. Anyway, that arcade session was also a chance for me to get to meet up with them, namely jarrich darryl kiap pk dor and val. It must have been months since i last meet/talk/heard them. Sadly, i kinda of miss my maple account. Many were playing in server Aqulia and are high level. Oh well, that how it goes.

As for the pool with gw and vinc, it couldn't have been better. It has been ages since i last go out with them, with any disturbance or leaving them early. And it was by chance that my mum never work OT that day. Well, my pool skill really sux these day. Sad. after the pool, when to have dinner at the hawker, and it was only then that i know that gw can eat alot, lol. Shall not evaluate on that least he come after mi with a butcher knife. haha

Well, finally there's going to be a chalet with my secondary school mate. It still under planning but the chalet been booked, thank to yh's coupon. As to who going to go and so on, i not the one planning ^.^ . A few days ago, i had a dream. This dream consist of a combination of the chalet and some of my fears in life. Could this be a bad omen? Oh well, I shall not read too much into the dream =p.

Summary: In short, i still rotting and stoning most of my time and somehow, i feel that i'm under a curfew, but i will remain netural abt that.

I wonder whether this entry is long enough to cover the 2 month which i MIA.

weeee~~!!

2006-03-21T18:51:00.000+08:00

Weee, mi out of the job le. So happy!!!

Why am i so happy after quitting that job?

Well, that job totally SUX!!!so smelly and so noisy. provide ear plug also no use, somemore the ear plug is of low quility sia. heard from some temp. guy saying that the ear plug is a product of the company. ARGH~! that the worse factory job i ever done. yester after work rush to the agency.this morning skip work to go to the agency. poor ger, listen to our complains till very pek chek. can see she was abt to cry, but it either our health or her crying. 1st day after work, had headache all day long. take a short nap then went to bed at 10pm. that was so so early. think that was the 1st time i slept so early in 3 yrs. well, we manage to wriggle our way out of the bond of the contract, by finding replacement. GOSH, think my hp bill going to soar this month, but bo bian.

that all..tv time~!!

What are friends??

2006-03-17T21:27:00.000+08:00

Well, i might as well at another entry now.

Chinese got this saying "at home u depend on ur parent, outside u depend on ur friends. So it better to have more friends than enemies". Well, in my entire life, i been making friends, trying to keep in touch and all those. But now, i find that then is a BIG problem when u got so many group of friends, or in another word, have a large circle of friend. It seem that making friends or maintaining friendship require money and most importantly, TIME. It's hard to maintain friendship within the group and even harder to maintain all the friendships in ur whole life. Each day, we onli got 24hr, in which i spent ard 8-10 hr sleeping. Is the remaining time enough? Even if it is enough, what about $$$?

I shall keep the remaining thoughts inside mi bah...

CoNt~

2006-03-17T17:25:00.000+08:00

Well, i back. As mention in the last entry, i got a job as a production operator, starting work on monday. It has been confirmed. LOL

Well to continue with the last post, after the D&D and the Farewell Party, comes the Ubin trip with my buddies. This trip was the most unforgetable outing. That day was the first day since my exam finish that i had to wake up so early, and had to take the train from the west to the east. As usual, i was late in meeting them. It seem like i miscalculate the timing for the train journey from boon lay to clementi. Well, doesn't matter as they were still as happy and excited. Reach Ubin and rent bicycle. Funny thing was, our group consist of 6 people and we rented the bicycle from 2 different shop. LOL. 4 ppl one shop, 2 ppl another shop. I must say the rental fee for the bicycle were very competitive, at $3 for the whole day. After that, off we cycle. The road around the village was rather like a maze. After cycling for 1-2 hr, we found ourself cycling all round the village, without going further out. During the cycling, i recongized the place where i once camped at during my NCC days (or so i think it is), and also the beach where mi and some cadets had fun. But now, the beach was not so fun. It is filled with some flying insets that look like honets. Well, we quickly take our pic and leave that dangerous place. that was at the north-eastern part of the island. After that, we cycled toward the west hopping to find the unused qarry and also a thai temple. Well, we manage to find the qarry but not the temple. Let mi tell you this: the view of the qarry was TOTALLY SUPER!! Some pictures for u all to enjoy:

Effect done by: Jane Chen Jia Hui =P

Well, that all for the Ubin trip. As for the oncoming GANG Chalet, sorry that i not going. I got work. Hope we meet up soon. "I will not leave even if you all use a broom" =D

And everyday, i was hoping to get the enlistment letter. i dying to go into NS. Go in early and come out early!!! ARGH

Well, i guess that enough for this entry. Hehe, happy reading or can juz leave a tag..

Yo~ i back~!!!

2006-03-17T14:35:00.000+08:00

Yo guys...I BACK ALIVE AND KICKING. Hehe, not funny. Okie, it been more than 2 months since i last update. How time flies. I have finish my 3-yr course in Singapore Polytechnic or so-called finish as now just waiting for the result to be release. Hope i pass all my modules, so wish me luck guys.

Okie, back to serious business. Frankly, during these 2 months, althought i did not update, but i swear to god that i have been visiting www.peacekeeper2005.blogspot.com more often than you all. I would come in and look at the tagboard and also visit others' blog. I remember that i once tagged that i would post the Dinner & Dance pictures and other pictures taken during the past 2 months. But sadly to say, my harddisk that contains all the pictures crashed and now my computer, are songless and pictureless. Neverless, i will try to get those pictures back. I thanked those ppl who are going to send mi pictures first, lol.

Well, back to the outings during the past 2 months, there are the Dinner & Dance, Farewell Party for CLS and also the Ubin trip with my sec sch mates!! Well, on coming event would be the GANG Chalet which sad to say, i would be going due to some reasons. AND I GOT A JOB, STARTING NEXT MONDAY!!!! After days of searching.

For the Dinner & Dance, well, no words could describe that event. It was simply the best!!! Everyone was so nicely dressed except one, which is me. Haha, had an enjoyable night taking picture and saboing someone..=x. well it was much much much more better than the one i attended during 1st year. The food was better, the MC was better, everything was better. After the dinner, we (the gang) go celebrate VAL 20th birthday (old le..wahahahaa) before catching a midnight movie. Okie, the midnight movie was a wrong choice as firstly, i watched it during CNY and secondly, everyone was sleeping during the movie. I keep nudgeing A (forget who he was le). LOL

Farewell Party now. Although the performance was not that good, but i still enjoy it. Had to appreciate the effort put up by the performers right? After the performance, had some photo-taking session. Well, it was going to be the last photo taking session as a class.

Okie..time up...have to go sign contract regarding my job le..shall continue tonite...hehee

HaIz~....

2006-01-15T23:25:00.000+08:00

haiz...these few day feel so moody...sry to those whu got affected by mi. i duno why, but been thinking alot abt the past and i regret doing things that i should not have done in the past, not that i regret not doing. haiz...can any1 tell mi wat to do?? i noe that i can be quite forgetful abt certain thing...but why can't my forgetful spell work on those negative thoughts lehz?

Furthermore, these few days been like shit to mi. and i set a record during the weekend. i took 2 days to finish one of my report...cool? haiz..

A few qns to ask:
1) are most of our feelings depend on the surroundings/situations/people ard u??
2) let say u got two groups of friends, Group A and Group B. u are very close to Group A while u not that close to Group B. one day, both groups ask u to go out. Group A wan to go to a place u dun really feel like it but Group B wan to a place where u been dreaming to go there. So which group will u go out with? bear in mind that u are very very very very very close to group A and u like being with them.

well..today i read an article on "The NEwpaper" 15th Jan 2006. The heading went like this "Avoid true love for a longer life". It says that the world's great love stories have one thing in common, that is DEATH.
Examples:
1) Romeo & Juliet -- both dead
2) Titanic --guy dead
3) Moulin Rouge -- girl dead
4) Antony and Cleopatra -- both dead
5) King Kong -- ape dead (true love with ape???yuck)
6) Helen of Troy --Troy dead

haha...is it really true? of cos in the real world, it not...haha..if not, it can onli be coincidence.

Zzzzzz

2006-01-12T23:55:00.000+08:00

It beeen so long since i last blog, 11 days to be excat. These 11 days does not seem long to me. It flew past mi so fast, and in less than 2month, the final exam will be here.

haha. Just now i had a scare: one of my friend juz got the enlistment letter. Date of enlistment: 11 Mar 2006 2.30pm. that is juz 8 days to enjoy after the final exam. So guys out there, including mi, check your mailbox regularly. The cursed letter might be in your mailbox. haha. Not that i hate NS, in fact i can't wait to go in, but i had plans after my exam. i hope to get a part time job after the exam so i got the $$$ to learn driving.

Alright, on with what happened for the past 11 or so days. Actually, nothing really happen, just some more thoughts (which i choose not to post it) and some other minor matters. hmm..let mi see. I got 3 formal reports, 2 case study and 1 assignment to be handed in within next next week. Most are due next week and guess wat? i haven touch anything yet. LOL. Who can spare mi some candle or oil lamp? haha

Now is 12.03am. later on i got 1 stupid test. Why is it stupid? cos everything is so unclear. Time venue all dunno. No one can give a confirmed ans sia..lolx..Maybe that lecturer need to change his way of giving information.

Going to school everyday have become quite a torture to me. Everyday i just feel like skipping classes. I myself also dunno why.

Some meaningful phase:

"If we could read the secret history of our enemies, we should find in each man's life, sorrow and suffering enough to disarm all hostility"

Unkown to most people, each and every one of us have sorrows and sufferings, not forgetting happiness. In gerenal, most people tend to dwell too much on their sorrows and sufferings and thus, forgetting about the happiness they had. This result in them being more dull, boring and in worse cases, become the sore in other people's eye.

Thinking too much will result in more white hair and will age much faster. I have also heard that thinking may lead to other medical problems.

That all folks. till another days!! ^.^

NeW yEaR

2006-01-02T01:05:00.000+08:00

hmm..it the new year. Peopl say a New Year mean the start of everything but i dun think so. every1 been busy with their projects, fyp etc during the xmas and the new year period. a new start? i dun think so..lolx

anyway, a new year still remain the same to mi. it does not mean anything. school left 2 more months to go...starting of the school = test!! haiz...1st day of sch got test le..sian. oh well..these 2 day been real quiet for mi..hehe..and i love it!!stay at home, slack here and there, then time for bed le. if onli everyday was like that...how wonderful life will be..LOL..true reason behind that: no money to go out celebrate...sob sob.. juz as well..can enjoy the peace at home

ok..i noe this is a lame post..lolx..dunno wat to write..no ling gan le...haha.. think i shld juz close this blog?? lolx

thought yet again

2005-12-27T00:11:00.000+08:00

this is nth much of a thoughts..juz some advise to those reading this blogs..

1)do not get ur hope too high up or u will be falling down hard on ur butts ==>very pain...
2)nv jump to conclusion
3)juz take everything as it is
4)leave it to fate
5)do not spoilt or interfere Nature's way
6)better be friends than be enemies
7)more friends is always better than more enemies
8)do not misunderstand impt words
9)live life to the fullest
10)enjoy every sec every min every hr every day every week every month every yr
11)life and death is happening all over the world..even to alien, if there is
12)one who live forever is a monster, a devil

Some of Archy's wishes
1)peace to the world!
2)peace to everywhere, including outerspace if there is living things

haha....so lame..so bored..so sian..so stupid..
oh well..better than nth..

Merry Christmas cum Happy Birthday

2005-12-25T02:22:00.000+08:00

Oh well..forget to wish a xmas boy a happy birthday in the last post

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ERIC WU, AKA XIAO WU, XIAO HEI

haha...hope u enjoy ur bday and christmas also...
rare for some1 celebrating his/her bday on xmas day...lol

Merry Christmas to ALL~!!!!

2005-12-25T01:40:00.000+08:00

wohohoho...Merry christmas to all...lolx

Had a wonderful christmas "celebration" with my buddies and i just reach home!!!!imgine...1.30am~!!!that was so late..nv expect it to end so late. Well, guess have to say a big thank you to the 3 main organizers, JANE YM AND SARAH, haha...think they started planning about 2 week ago..well, into the detail;

today while waiting for some latecomers, mi and jane got a great laugh (ym ys and wayne waiting for us at the pizza hut). earlier in the day, ym told mi to info the rest of the time and venue to meet up. i sms every1 clearly to meet at 5pm at clementi control station there. they even reply to double checked with mi. then this yh, msg mi in msn to confirm and i said "5pm at clementi control station". and the funny thing is that, at abt 5.15pm she called mi to say she waiting at Boon Lay control station...LOL.. how blur can 1 get? so in the end, poor ys ym and wayne wait till nearly 6 before we reach pizza hut.

then during the dinner, it was fun.haha... we play "zhong ji mi ma" to finish up all the food. so full. as ys not feeling well and rn going to other place, we exchange the gift b4 they left. that was the 1st exchange. then we went to ntuc and get some tibit. wat a wrong choice, i tot going ntuc with my mum was worst, but....nvm..shall not go into detail on that lest i get K. lol
walking to the bus stop, i suddenly feel bad abt something, abt not asking some other close friends. i deeply apologize for that.

reach sarah's hse, admire her sea view b4 starting to play games etc. today i learnt one interesting game, think it call Cluedo. dunno the spelling fun or not. it require some brain power to win the game. then kumi came...lol.. she was so interested in sarah's cosplay de costume, especially the wig..lol. she wore till so shuang loh..then we take pic with her, in sarah's costume..haha..she look like a queen...lol..after that, those guy wan mi to put on the wig!!!!! argh...the wig is white in colour and is rather long...Zzzz and most importantly, IT FOR THE GER CHARACTER sarah was cosplaying.. so u noe lah...i immediately look like a ger..and they GOT SOME PIC OF THAT!!!! and keep asking mi to act cute...Zzzz...
HERE, I SHALL ISSUE A WARNING: DO NOT SEND THOSE PIC TO OTHERS OR POST IT ON BLOG COS I WILL BE VERY VERY VERY ANGRY!!!!!!
well..i dun wan to spoil the mood so i agree to let them shoot the camera loh...it xmas afterall...

and...my stomach was not very cooperative while playing UNO, having gastic pain from the start of the UNO game till i reach home..but i did cover up very good wor...lolx guess they dunno abt it...till they read this entry..hehehee

woa...think this entry long enough le...tml i shall be a good boy and stay at home to do the fyp report...lolx..

P.S: we had a 2nd gift exchange when kumi reach...lolx..and abt those pic i said earlier on, i think i will post some of it up here...if i got the mood and i noe how to...lolx..so pls dun post it on other blog (to jane) or send to other (to the rest)

2005-12-21T02:10:00.000+08:00

Oh ya..i forget something.....

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO AH DOR

haha...i dunno how to enlarged the words..so...doris, make do with it..haha

WhAt Is LiFe~??

2005-12-21T01:44:00.000+08:00

alrite..here another entry..haha
Before i start, i like to ask u all some questions: Why are we here? why do we live?
i sure most of us never really think about those questions.
What do we live for?

Well, here are my answer:
We live for a purpose. We are in this world to provide others joy,happiness, sadness, anger, jealous and all sorts of feeling. That what make life interesting? Don't you think so? When we juz came out from our mother's womb, did we make both our parents smile? That happiness, that joy. As we grow up, in primary sch, secondary sch, one call from teachers/lecturer make our parents sad. That saddness. In school, we play the fools, fooling around with girls, teasing each other, making other guys jealous etc etc. Then as we grow older, when we take "fooling around as serious matter", small matters can become a big ones and it don't seem as fun as when we were young. We can pretend not to care so much but we cannot deceive ourself. One who deceive one's conscience will not have a good life ahead. After the youngster days, one tend to take matters more seriously. This can be a good thing while it can also be a bad thing. The negative point is that, we can no longer have fun as before. There will be more quarrels and fights when there is less fun, don't you think so? But then, fights and quarrels, love and hatred, are all part and parcel of life. After every fight or quarrel, spend sometime to reflect back, and if you are really in a wrong, apologise. And if you are the one recieving the apology, do be generous and accept the apology. It is very hard to puck up the courage and apologise. As i mention above, we live for a purpose. Whatever the pupose is, ultimately it will be: "We live to add colours to this world, so that this world will not be dull".

hehee....juz my thoughts again...=p

psps

2005-12-20T00:27:00.000+08:00

oh ya..forget to add the link of the archerfish...lolx
http://www.naturia.per.sg/buloh/verts/archer_fish.htm

Archy fish?

2005-12-15T19:00:00.000+08:00

Archer Fish

Archer Fishes are famed for their ability to shoot down insects and small creatures resting on foliage or mangrove roots. In fact, Toxotes means "bowman" or "archer". Their flattened body presents a narrow profile from above, so they can sneak up on their prey. The bold black-and-white markings camouflage them in the sundappled water under mangrove vegetation.
How do they shoot? Archer Fishes are like submarine water pistols and can spit out a strong and accurate jet of water. With their tongue against the groove on the roof of their mouth, they form a tube, and force water powerfully out by snapping shut their gills. To get a good jet of water, the snout sticks out of the water, but the rest of the fish remains underwater. They direct the jet of water with the tip of their tongue. For accurate aim, they have large eyes located very near the mouth, which give good binocular vision. Their eyes, however, do not automatically correct for refraction, and they have to learn how to do this. The position of least distortion is directly below the prey, and the fish soon learn that this is the best shooting spot. The fish can squirt up to 7 times in quick succession, and the jet can reach 2-3m, but they are accurate to only about 1-1.5m. Fish as small as 2-3cm long can already spit, but their jets reach only 10-20cm.

haha...mi bo liao...interesting fish...

YaWn~

2005-12-15T18:53:00.000+08:00

1 killer quiz coming in about 18hr time. After that, it will be 2 weeks of holiday or less due to the stupid e-learning week and also partly fyp.

Some quotes to share:

"You are what you think. You are what you go for. You are what you do."

"Watch you thought; they become words
Watch your words; they become actions
Watch your actions; they become habits
Watch your habits; they become character
Watch you character; they become destiny"

hehee...these quotes are what my EIC lecturer shared with us. i find those very interesting.
plus this equation: think--> feel --> do
think this is wat make a man..lol.. watever u think, it reflects greatly on ur character. therefore, self-control is important. heeeeeeeee

all the best for those having exam or quiz tml...

ThOuGhTs.....

2005-12-12T17:38:00.000+08:00

weee...my 1st blog...lolx still new to it and the template anyhow choose de lol..hehe..been thinking of setting up a blog for a long time le, but haiz...something since to be stopping mi..haha..that something i will not go further into..

oh well...today on the train home..i been thinking alot. that also something that prompt mi to start a blog. u see...i been having so much thoughts on almost everything that my mind going to burst anytime now..now..i will juz blog some of my thought here...

many things been going on lately, major changes and so on. in class, see all those "conflicts" etc...see all those major changes...haiz...wat going on man? juz by looking at those make mi kinda hate going sch. i dunno why all these happening now, last sem of poly life. maybe it juz so-called tian yi but are all these something we can't control? as i was saying, i thought alot jzu now on the way home. i been thinking, why is everyone behaving like that? are they being childish or is this an act of being mature (no offense, juz my thoughts =D). i believe that everything can be solve in a peaceful manner. it juz a matter of whether both parties willing to compromise or not. i dunno how ppl out there see friendship as..but to mi, i feel that it better to have more friends than enemies. when u at home, u depend on family member. when u outside, u depend on friends. u may hate this guy/ger, but isn't it good that u try to accept him/her bad points? i mean, not everyone is prefect, and the same (wonder wat it would be if there is 2 guys with the same character and all..LOL). it juz a matter whether u willing to accept him/her. we have a choice for everything we did. either u choose option A or option B.

oh well..i running out of ling gan le...LOL. guess it for the people out there to make the right choice ;p
may there be better days in the future (hopefully all the test will be easy!!!!)